I wonder why love can cause a great sense of lose.

Love was wonderful,
and I became more and more needing you.

More and more that I wanted you.
And I do things to draw your attention and affection.
Yet, it turns to be feeling lost.

It was unbearable hurting.

"Honey, don't say that to me,
I want to feel your love."

I am a helpless addict.

And God laughs at me.
Daughter, why did you find the answer in the wrong place.