you must have wondered a lot about why I asked you out that day, haven't you?

I can't explain it, either. I didn't plan it. It's probably because the weather was so nice that day.

And at a moment i just thought of you, and I called.

my life is not settled, so I don't know I should I do next . . . with you and with many things in my life,

like my ex, job, where to live, how much for rent. . .

I talk too much again.

I can never fall in love just like this, I don't even know your full name.

But it's just the season, probably, that make me fall.

So I can't stop feel and think romantic about you.

I know, it's also b/c I want to find someone to feel this way.

I did it before. Just to keep someone to think romanticly. And there you are.

I'm ridiculous?

I shouldn't be this stupid,

even if it starts, where is it going to go. . .?

I have to stop all this!!!!

I will wait till you give me a call or a sign that is clear enough for me to move on; otherwise,

I will wear a face of smile and leave you free as you are.

A deal, with myself.