Something is going to happen and turns to happen ‘nothing.’
What are we waiting for? Always feel lacking…

Michael Franks’ songs are so fun and comforting.
“So—don’t— don’t be blue— just don’t be blue.”

I am nobody, nothing and not going anywhere.
It’s fine.
So so good.

Feel unimportant, totally lost,
Now I am one of those I used to look down.

Don’t know what to say about,
stumbled,
I am not a bad girl,
Antony.

One day I will go there again, lone by myself.
Never easy to find a friend.
Can’t be back to that summer, fragile like a homeless child.
Nobody knows, I wandered.

Want to sleep on that grassground, and just be.

You suicided,
sometimes I want to sleep forever, too;
what can I say,
what can I say to you?

Pretend to be normal, pretend to be okay,
Home is always more comfortable than a hospital,
my friend.

Where to find eternity,
a perfect eternity,
here and now.

Antony, let’s dance.