did anybody know my emotion

i don’t tell you
not because i don’t want to
cause even if i tell you what i think or want
i guess you will pretend you don’t understand
or you really don’t understand
so what can i do
or what you want me to do
i was so disappointed
and this time
i think everything will different
it will change a lot
or never change
we don’t have basic you know
we need one even lots of
or everything will be nothing
all our memories will fade away