最近因為大齋節期而持續每日中午的禁食禱告，繼續為了自己與幾位同工未來道路的尋求與守望。讓我深深體會，人生道路的決定，真的需要付上代價、敬畏謹慎地，一步一步尋求上主的心意，透過禱告尋求、確定、與行動。

這個功課我曾經沒學好，經常跑在上主前面，最後大牧者耶穌只好用杖用拐把我勾回來……頗痛的……。因此，現在我很想願意好好學習。感謝主這幾個月對我的教導，而我也在做功課中開始得到跟隨上主腳步的平安、喜樂、與滿足。歡迎大家一起來修課！

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這是福音歌手Yolanda Adams的歌

＜Verse 1＞
Choices that we make in life我們生命中所做的決定
May take us far會帶我們遠行
Chances that we take tonight我們今晚所採取的冒險
May lead us into darken places有可能帶我們進入黑暗的地方
But at the end of Godly choices但在上主決定的終點
Are higher dreams是更高的夢想
But in the game of chance而在機會的遊戲中
There’s only a guilty wave or stream只有帶著罪惡的暗潮或道路

Sometimes I don’t know which road I should take
有時候我不知道該走哪一條路
Sometimes I don’t know which move I should make
有時候我不知道該做什麼行動

＜Chorus＞
But it’s only if God says yes然而只要上主說「好」
I’ll make my move我就會採取行動
And it’s only if God says yes而只要上主說「對」
Then I will choose我就會選擇
For it’s only if God would just bow His head因為只要上主願意點頭
Then I will do it我就會做
That’s what I will do這就是我要做的

＜Verse 2＞
I started down the right road我曾經開始於正軌
Only to end up wrong卻走錯了終點
The endless journey carried me so far away這無盡的旅程曾帶我
From my home and family遠離我的家與家人
But I’m learning I was never meant to go alone但我學習我從不註定孤單前行
Neither was it meant for me to go on my own, no也不註定是靠自己走

Sometimes I don’t know which road I should take
有時候我不知道該走哪一條路
Sometimes I don’t know which move I should make
有時候我不知道該做什麼行動

＜Chorus＞
But it’s only if God says yes然而只要上主說「好」
I’ll make my move我就會採取行動
And it’s only if God says yes而只要上主說「對」
Then I will choose我就會選擇
For it’s only if God would just bow His head因為只要上主願意點頭
Then I will do it我就會做
That’s what I will do這就是我要做的

I’ll never go on my own我將不在靠自己走
I’ll never go all alone我將不再孤單前行

Sometimes I don’t know which road I should take
有時候我不知道該走哪一條路
Sometimes I don’t know which move I should make
有時候我不知道該做什麼行動

But it’s only if God says yes然而只要上主說「好」
I’ll make my move我就會採取行動
And it’s only if God says yes而只要上主說「對」
Then I will choose我就會選擇
For it’s only if God would just answer me因為只要上主回答我
And it’s only if God would just hear my plead只要上主聽見我的懇求
And it’s only if God would just bow his head而只要上主願意點頭
Then I will do it我就會做
That’s what I will do這就是我要做的