一講起-- 解脫....個個都好自然會諗起--自殺死亡..
but 對我黎講...依種 解脫....係一種釋放...

仲記得自己 in 20 March 講過話要放棄佢...唔再想佢...鍾意佢....
之後果幾日...我仲係落唔到決定...直至某日放 lunch....
我發現左某個網 (唔記得左 la ~~) 知道左佢有女友果陣....
我心...冇左果份...記掛...唔開心既感覺...個心唔再痛...冇想喊...
反而...成個人都變得輕鬆左...佢終於有人好好照顧佢 la...
唔通...我真係做到....想通左...可以唔再鍾意佢....我開始不停問自己....
((通常在搭車返家時諗....))

直到頭先同愛人傾 tel...佢再講起依件事...講真...我心又無 la la
痛左一痛...(我諗愛人應冇發現) 跟住好快就冇事....
((無論點..我話唒都係真係鍾意過人地 r ~~))
再跟住仲同愛人講笑話佢想搏上報 tim...hahahaha ~~^^"

Anyway, 希望個女仔真係對佢真心 la...要好好照顧佢....佢唔舒服要帶佢去
睇醫生....唔好令佢唔開心 la....要好似亞媽咁睇住佢 !!!!
becoz ... 佢 r... 正一大細路黎 ga...hahaha ~~