Being too good to man would simply get them spoiled.
And urself?Not being treasured,being upset n hurt...
I wonder why bitchy women can always get a man that’s insanely addicted to them!
Those women can simply be ridiculous,be unreasonable,yet they get tolerance n faithful love from their men...

I hold back all my missy temper ever since.I’ve only lost it twice since 813...
When I lost it,I got given up...ignored..."left alone to calm down myself"
Do u simply know nth abt me?Or,is it the way u tryna work out with ur beloved?
What I need most is a talk to calm me down,from the one I love.To stop me from flooding my mind with pessimistic thoughts.
Why do I lose temper?On trivial things.However,I could tell...tiny little shit kills.I can be hurt deeply by just one line,one expression...
I’m being over-sensitive.Esp,when I’m in my period,plus I have a little ruin on my lips...
However,I know being moody,being weak,being vulnerable are crimes that u couldn’t afford to stand...

U just can’t be caring when I’m moody n unreasonable like u used to when we were sweet...
Maybe we can only spend the ups together,not the downs
I hate periods,hate being a moody woman,hate being good to man...Yet,I am!
Then there were times when shit happens n there were fights...
Judgement,it gives me no sense of security,every little that comes from ur mouth hurts
You might not have spoken them with intention,it caught my attention tho.

Last night,when I was preparing the little surprise for you
I thought of writing u a letter,telling u how I feel for u n how much love n care I have and shall share with u
I wanna have u staying side by side with me,even when someday I work,having greater exposure,meeting more men.I still want u to be mine.Determinded...
I wanna tell u that though I’m moody,I have temper,I cry a lot n easily,I’m just so damn not perfect...I’ll have all the best for u.I shall never cry to make u feel uneasy,I shall hold back my temper just to keep us in peace and passion strong,I shall only make seen my caring n loving side so u’ll see me as ur perfect girl.

For a second there,I thought my life is urs...
Now,I doubt if I could be ur perfect match,forever...