那個夜晚他出現在我窗前
就像是一陣微微的風
夾雜著甜甜的氣味
我想我的面容有些狼狽
即使裝出了驚訝卻也並非真的訝異
最近無來由的內心有種神準的第六感
這該是來自女人內在的直覺吧
我預知著我必須被迫和別人坦誠
即便我渴望把那些情感放在我的內心消化
腸胃翻攪著也無所謂
說了這麼多也只是題外話
總之當他在最後一刻出現時
我好像早就知道了一般
我一直試著釐清那是什麼
但是散落一地的卻只剩下混亂
最後我語無倫次的的說了些什麼
從到來至離去的過程
那些堆砌的文字讓我顯得好愚蠢
這時候96.3傳來了阿桑的葉子
我坐在這裡刷著條碼排著書
好像眼眶有什麼東西正蓄勢待發
我卻硬生生的吞下了那股波濤洶湧
我把情感事件放在心裡
一個人如果真的獨立
在我內心的定義是不必藉由口語抒發
而心靈也能感受到自由
即便是悲哀痛苦或者任何負面情緒
我們都是這麼孤獨的活在這個世界上
最終真正能夠透過擁抱得到安慰的還是只有自己
因為只有自己能夠無時無刻的陪伴著
我聽著Chicago


Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other

Hold me now
It’s hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we’ve been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that’s been said and done
You’re just the part of me I can’t let go

Couldn’t stand to be kept away
Just for the day from your body
Wouldn’t wanna be swept away
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It’s hard for me to say I’m sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I’m sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we’ve been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that’s been said and done
You’re just the part of me I can’t let go

After all that we’ve been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
You’re gonna be the lucky one

When we get there gonna jump in the air
No one’ll see us ’cause there’s nobody there
After all, you know we really don’t care
Hold on, I’m gonna take you there

無論是多親近的人
都需要有一段獨處的時空讓自己休息

那時候能想通什麼呢
又有誰知道