What makes my life in such a mass? I cannot even breath.

I’d really like to escape from this situation, but I am not brave enough to do it.

I always tell others I am good at taking care of myself, but look at me, I am doing bad in everything. I am living the life which I really hate. Work more than 10 hours everyday. For what? For money? Or for others’ unreasonable trust? I just wonder, does it worth or not?

Everybody is telling me, ”Insist, you have to insist. Once you make it, you will become successful.” Really? Maybe? Who knows? But what a tough process it is. I am not even sure whether I am on the right way to my future.

What am I supposed to do?

Who can give me some instructions?

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I know life is still going on. I will keep working as usual, till one day, I am brave enough to escape...