Today heard a shocking news.
Wendy is pregnant!
I was shocked.
Then I got all emotional. I cried.
I guess too much just rushed to my brain and my eyes.
I thought of what happened before, what I went through before.
I told Jon about it. He said he's not ready to have the responsibility of having kids, although he likes kids.
If he's not right now, I think he would never. Not with me.
I am disappointed.
To find out he does not care that much.
I knew it already, but still disappointed.
I guess we just like the things we can't have.