Havent been in such mood for a long time.
Kind of distressed, upset, feeling insecure and paranoid.
After waking up in a weird dream, I know I am feeling insecure and my brain is warning me Don't Do It, Don't Do It!
I dreamt he took of his pants and he was wearing an oversize woman pantie. And then I know he was sleeping with someone.
Ok, I was suspicious that he's seeing someone, maybe sleeping with someone. He had women fashion magazines at home, although I can't really find too many women's stuff at his place.
I can't stand that, I am so scared of feeling insecure, paranoid, crazy.
I have to retreat, gotta take my passion back, run away with my heart and trust.