2009-07-10 15:59:43愛張仔

Damn you!

How embarrassing, how awkward.
I'm broke, said me on facebook.
His bro was concerned, so he asked. And he go, how come u didnt come to the family dinner yesterday?
I didn't know what to answer, I said we broke up.
Damn, it's so awkward!
No wonder he doesn't like to talk about his relationship with family.
I regret I told him that, it just sounded like self-pity, the stuff I wrote on the facebook and the stuff I told him. Made me feel so embarrassed.
Why do I have to explain my relationship to everyone? Damn....
Hate those sympathy look shot on me.
Sigh... life is not mercyliness sometimes.
Now it's my time to pay for not learning to save. Gotta pay 400 a month starting Sept to bank.
I really need to find a job or work my ass off as a waitress...
Damn... I just wanna live and be happy!