經過三天的沉潛。心情平復不少。

昨晚，去把頭髮打薄些。設計師問：「不再剪短弄俐落些？像以前一樣？」

「不了。我最近想頹廢一點。」

「那和客戶談事情怎麼辦？」

我懶洋洋有一搭沒一搭的又答道：「戴假髮。」

然後設計師忍不住狂笑。

我很慶幸她剪刀還握的穩穩的。

回到家，老爸氣急敗壞，說我要出門也沒講，打我手機也沒接。

「我昨晚就跟媽講了。而且手機放在髮廊置物櫃，根本聽不到。」

一旁的媽媽才想起，我的確有跟她報告這件事。

一整件事，搞到身處外地的弟弟也知道，令我覺得又好氣又好笑。

因為弟弟傳了兩封簡訊，活脫像是孫越淑淑傳來似的。

這讓我想起一首歌『Overprotected』。

Overprotected

Lyrics:Max Martin/Rami Music:Max Martin/Rami

I need time (time)
Love (love)
Joy (joy)
I need space
I need me
(Action!)

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But every time I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world, I realize
I'm overprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
 
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I need time (love)
I need space
(This is it, this is it)

I don't need nobody
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody tell me just what what what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

(Action!)

What am I to do with my life
(You will find out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Ain't nobody tell me just what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

What am I to do with my life
(You will find out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

這樣overprotected的愛，才讓過度寒冷的天，又瞬時溫暖起來吧。這樣overprotected的愛，讓我感覺，我還是存在的。該珍惜。