2008-03-01 10:47:46
Barbiefish
親愛的爸媽,今天...我死了...
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親愛的爸媽
Dear Mom and Dad,
今天我死了。
I died today.
你對我感到厭倦了,所以你把我送去了收容所。收容所的動物已經太多了,而我抽到了不幸的號碼。
You got tired of me and took me to the shelter. They were overcrowded and I drew an unlucky number.
現在被裝進黑色塑膠袋的我靜靜躺在掩埋場裡。
I am in a plastic bag in a landfill now.
你留下來幾乎全新的牽繩會給其他小狗狗用。
Some other puppy will get the barley used leash you left.
我的項圈又髒又太小,不過阿姨在送我上天堂之前幫我把它拿下來了。
My collar was dirty and too small, but the lady took it off before she sent me to the Rainbow Bridge.
如果我沒有咬壞你的鞋,你會不會讓我留下來?
Would I still be at home if I hadn't chewed your shoe?
我不知道那是什麼,只知道那是皮的,而且你把它丟在地上。你忘了幫我買狗狗玩具了。
I didn't know what it was, but it was leather, and it was on the floor. I was just playing. You forgot to get me puppy toys.
如果我沒有在家裡大小便,你會不會讓我留下來?
Would I still be at home if I had been housebroken?
你把我的鼻子壓在便便裡面只會讓我對需要上廁所感到羞愧。
Rubbing my nose in what I did made me ashamed I had to go at all.
書跟訓練老師都可以告訴你如何教會我走到門口要你開門的
There are books and obedience teachers that would have taught you how to teach me to go to the door.
如果我沒有把跳蚤帶到家裡來,你會不會讓我留下來?
Would I still be at home if I hadn't brought fleas into the house?
我身上沒有驅蟲藥,我沒有辦法在你把我留在院子裡好幾天後跑到我身上的跳蚤抓下來。
Without anti-flea medicine, I couldn't get them off me after you left me in the yard for days and days.
如果我沒有亂叫,你會不會讓我留下來?
Would I still be home if I hadn't barked and barked?
我只是想告訴你:“我好害怕,我好孤單,我在這裡阿!我想成為你最好的朋友!”
I was only saying "I'm scared, I'm lonely, I'm here, I'm here! I want to be your best friend."
如果我讓你開心,你會不會讓我留下來?
Would I still be at home if I had made you happy?
但是打我並不會讓我知道怎麼取悅你。
Hitting me didn't help.
如果你願意花時間照顧我,教我如何當一隻好狗狗,我是不是就可以留下來了?
Would I still be at home if you had taken the time to care for me and to teach me manners?
差不多第一星期之後你就沒有再注意過我了,但是我一直都在等著你來愛我
You didn't pay attention to me after the first week or so, but I spent all my time waiting for you to love me.
今天我死了...
I died today...
幹!他媽的,我哭了= = 靠~~為什麼會有簡單而又令人動容的字義來詮釋狗狗的心生咧= = 馬的,害我都一把眼淚,每次想到我把布丁跟奶茶送走...我的內心就好痛!!!馬的= = 很想牠們,但是又不想去看牠們= = 要是過的好,我會很感謝認養的那家人,要是過的不好;我每天肯定心情憂鬱到爆...對不起= = 就是有這樣衝動以為可以一輩子照顧你們這些大寶貝...可是偏偏媽咪又生病...SO不能讓你們委屈在這樣狹小的空間成長...你們的健康是跟我的身體是同一條線的....忽略!!!要養狗,不只是愛牠們;還要有空間給牠們與照顧的時間,才可以養牠們。雖然牠們不會說話,但是牠們卻是最不會背叛你們以及真誠把你當主人的寶貝。