2005-02-22 21:03:06＊FancyLenG ＊
DiSmAl NiGhT
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Nights often give us a good time to ponder over the things surrounding us. The street is in deep silence. Even a single sound made can be clearly heard. Sometimes, I may even listen fully to the conversation between the pair, mostly about the quarrels. However, I am living on the 11th floor and still can hear it.
I am sleeping with my little sister on the same bed. Some friends may wonder why i still sleep with her. Anyway, it is already a habit. My bed is a double-decked. The upper is left in no use because i do not like to sleep in the upper deck and same as she. Actually, I have once slept up there and vigorously felt that i could not bear such uneasy and unconfortable feeling. Maybe, the ceiling is a bit close to me.
Besides, when I sleep downstairs, I can look up to the mysterious sky. And I used to look up the sky thoughtfully. On the contrary, I can just see the roads and parks when i sleep at the upper deck. That is not fantastic.
Tonight, as usual, I sleep on the bed looking up the sky. For this time, I feel that the sky is dull and gloomy. It recalls my feelings on things happened recently.
Days before, when i was in my friend's home, my phone rang. I can notice her unusual voice. Later, i know what is going on. What I can do is to comfort her grief. Actually, I understand her feelings. Meanwhile, I feel sad and a bit confused. Something that i dare not face it emerges up in my mind. Somehow, i feel that everlasting and fervent love is all the more wonderful. Will i ever meet one? It really wonders me.
I was also told that my classmate of last year was...... On Monday, i could also see that the faces of them look a bit soleum, no more the smiling faces. Later that afternoon, we had a gathering in the usual place. We just feel free to talk. We all feel that life is fragile.
It even makes me think that my stuff is not a big deal when compared to "this incident". Let us throw away all the burdens and enjoy our life when we are still with each other.
From now on, you are the ones whom I cherish most.
** FrIeNdShIp FoReVeR **
Nights often give us a good time to ponder over the things surrounding us. The street is in deep silence. Even a single sound made can be clearly heard. Sometimes, I may even listen fully to the conversation between the pair, mostly about the quarrels. However, I am living on the 11th floor and still can hear it.
I am sleeping with my little sister on the same bed. Some friends may wonder why i still sleep with her. Anyway, it is already a habit. My bed is a double-decked. The upper is left in no use because i do not like to sleep in the upper deck and same as she. Actually, I have once slept up there and vigorously felt that i could not bear such uneasy and unconfortable feeling. Maybe, the ceiling is a bit close to me.
Besides, when I sleep downstairs, I can look up to the mysterious sky. And I used to look up the sky thoughtfully. On the contrary, I can just see the roads and parks when i sleep at the upper deck. That is not fantastic.
Tonight, as usual, I sleep on the bed looking up the sky. For this time, I feel that the sky is dull and gloomy. It recalls my feelings on things happened recently.
Days before, when i was in my friend's home, my phone rang. I can notice her unusual voice. Later, i know what is going on. What I can do is to comfort her grief. Actually, I understand her feelings. Meanwhile, I feel sad and a bit confused. Something that i dare not face it emerges up in my mind. Somehow, i feel that everlasting and fervent love is all the more wonderful. Will i ever meet one? It really wonders me.
I was also told that my classmate of last year was...... On Monday, i could also see that the faces of them look a bit soleum, no more the smiling faces. Later that afternoon, we had a gathering in the usual place. We just feel free to talk. We all feel that life is fragile.
It even makes me think that my stuff is not a big deal when compared to "this incident". Let us throw away all the burdens and enjoy our life when we are still with each other.
From now on, you are the ones whom I cherish most.
** FrIeNdShIp FoReVeR **