two days ago I just knew my first birthday is coming this Friday accoring to lunar calendar and then my second birthday is around the corner...the eve before Valentine’s day.
I’m sorta interested in why I’ve kept talking to myself about this birth day ...
cos it’s really a big step for me to be grownup
cos I MUST assume responsibility to my career..no more random days no more fooling around time
cos I want to get rid of vicous cirle tortuing other ppl and me
cos I don’t want to waste time
I got energy to change...but it turns out to be a better SELFISH human being.
everyone is SELFISH
I don’t want to be that kinda ppl but I have to be cos I’ve been socialized....how to keep inner child???! switch with playful heart, isn’t it?