today At 8:00 am I got rehersal which made me feel better about life.
I need tight schedule to keep me focusing on Theatre and English.
Once I’m out of business, I start to ponder what’s good to be a normal person. I just know more depression I have, more beautiful I am.
Frankly speaking, the only reason why I’ve tolerated myself looking ugly is career. Nevertheless, what I crave inside my heart is beauty and abnormality.
Life is so simple if you are just a normal people. But it makes me bored.
I hardly examine the significance of life.
I hardly comprehend the happiness of days.
I need philosophy
I need soul mates to criticize/discuss the world issues with me.
I feel so empty
I need blue water to fill out the bottle.