今天去圖書館找攝影書來看
當然是專攻日本攝影師與作品
看了由東京都寫真博物館出品的"Contemporary Japanese Photography"和"日本寫真史1840-1945"
得把之前在東京與紐約所紀錄的日本攝影師整理為list外加今天所查到的
其實之前以為Lary Clark的吸毒紀錄就夠嚇人
後來看了日本寫真史才懂以前攝影師更猛, 關於人與戰爭,人與天災,人與文化
許多照片震住我
一邊翻拍一邊收驚
這幾天看到的照片足以讓我對影像產生恐懼,人的無限到底把我們帶到哪裡
總之
得先整理攝影師接下來認攝影作品再來看主題(人類思維)與美學....etc
I don’t know how far I will see between the pic, the world and I?
I just non-stop check out the pieces rather than cease a while to think about what happened to people, what the hell we did and what’s wrong and right or I need to adjust my attitudes, not so political correct!
I was never aware my fear till I saw tons of scary but amazing works. Am I being a coward? why I’m afraid of darkness, the stuff of legacy I used to belive as well as adore.
是這些惡影讓我害怕到向善?
還是我已經開此學著愛?
雖然在改變但我仍鍾於黑暗也朝向陽光