2005-07-23 13:58:05Louishakespeare

I\'m so sad pls help me

I'm so sad
I can't tell anyone the words I wanna say, the secret I've kept
I'm so selfish that I don't want to sacrifice myself to let he go with other girl
why I'm so emotional every time?
the worse is that I am unable to tell my feelings but bear in heart, the broken heart
I'm just like the mermaind unable to tell the prince my true confession
I can't stop crying cos I really like him
should I let him kill me?
I can't say anything till he tells me he has luv with me
I hate myself, the helpless girl
why I even dare not to say the secret to my friends to release my sadness?
why he made me so sad? and he never knows that he's been killing me when I met him at the first time
my dear friends, please help me
tell me how can I do?
I'll get a short trip this weekend to leave everything behind
when I'm back, time to be sad again? and I have to face the fears/failures I have.
set me free with his love
or
set me free with my disapperance