maybe I'm old enough that I dislike to please ppl but be myself. Though it's sorta not good for interpersoanl relationship.
I want to be tough not to let anyone take advantage of me.
I hate those bad guys I have met and made me be so cool.
Nevethelss, I'm grateful for my rock-solid friendship with my real friends.
It's great to know the love is still there after those years.
neverthelss, I should kepp learning the lesson of how to befriend new encounters.
Failed cases doesn't mean anything bad but a chance to understand how cruel human beings are and defeat against them in the future.