I need to go there someday.
I has delayed it for at least one year.
to be a human being of immense wealth who is not limited to the material world,but strethes far into the realm of wisdom.
quiet frankly, I know right now I have to overcome the obstalces by myself rather than search for the asylum from the religion. Religion is not the perfect escape for my ill-ease in this world. Instead, I have to be ready first and then go to that domain.
fleeing from the problems never solve the puzzles.
Religion is not the place of excuses but the holy land.