Somehow I think that I’m not deserved to be loved, but you don’t love yourself, how can the one love you?

Yes, I feel lonely, I admit it, ok!?

It’s being a hard time to believe that I’m strong and tough, even it’s just a belief.

I’m not easy to face and admit my fragile side, that’s not my personal style, but the truth is - I am.

Actually I always need comfort and consideration, I’m not used to beg for it, only once it appeared, I no longer be myself. 

Love is rare and too expensive to me, I can never search it or afford it.

Luckily, I still remember the ways to resolve and adjust my emotions, only it takes time.

I really appreciate that you lend me the happiness, however I have some reasons that I can’t return it to you. I know this is an excuse. I apologize.

Stand up and make a change, it’s cool, isn’t it?