I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me , but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid



I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile , a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in my sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to learn on me
the Death never thought of anyone else
he just saw my pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me , but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
all because you...
drove me away from the three wishes of mine during the birthday



I pray for a miracle possile or not..
please my Lord, give me a break this time
after these lonely eight years
forgive him and us,
send him back to us, just as the colorful dream you brought in to me
every scary night.
let us lead another whole life
with all the members living and well in good themselves

on the night of my 25th birthday,
let him back to fulfill his promise of every present
that I look forward to and I change with my every step of growth..




the biggest wish for the midnight today
spreads out through here to the sky to the Heaven...
carry it out, please.....