Today, I had talk to
lots of my guy friend about

the problem of Justin And I.
well, one of them said
I have to talk to him in person,

My cousin said, I shouldn’t talk
to him anymore. Cuz what Justin did
was a hook up..

Well..it seems like , yes I’m been used,

but my friend says it can be true or not true.
So I’ll still talk to him in person,
and get things straight.


The weird part is, that I didn’t feel sad
after I know about i’ve been used...

My friend said is because I kinda see Justin
as a experiment,....since I never done
those hj or bj thing...



But man, i still want to be friends with him,
I think he still wants to be friends too,
cuz he still talks to me, is just he’s
been busy all week, so he can’t really talk.

I have no idea how should I get things straight
with him, I don’t want to sound immature,
but I have to talk to him about this.

Or I won’t be satisfied.
I want to know the truth.




Hopefully, everything goes well.