At this moment, I'm really really miss you guys.

For me it's difficult to say it out in Chinese, because I'm not that kind of person. So sorry about that I can't with you all the time these years.  I'm trying my best to get the fucking job after I get the fucking degree quickly, and go back as soon as possible. I'm putting all my effort on it, and want do it better then what I have done of my previous life.

Remember that day I went out with JP and ST, JP is asking me:" When do you come back and never go back to Singapore, again?" I smiled a bitter smile. Because I even don't know how to answer this question by now. But I promised:" By 2010 or 2011. I will do my best to come back in 2 to 3-years time." Then we turned to talk about something else. It is easier to make a promise than to keep it, but I will keep it, and will realize it. Believe in me, dear friends.

< to be continued >