If I am lost for a day; try and find me

But if I don’t come back, then I won’t look behind me

All of the things that I thought were so easy

just got harder and harder each day

December is the darkest and June is the light

but this empty bedroom won’t make anything right

While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home

Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive

Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do

And when I awoke I was sure it was true

I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky

And said whoever is up there,please don’t let me die

But I can’t live forever,I can’t always breath

One day I’ll be sand on a beach by a sea

The pages keep turning, I’ll mark off each day with a cross

And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive

January,February,March,April,May I’m alive

June,July,August,September,October I’m alive

November,December,yah all through the winter, I’m alive




面對回憶 就像死去再活一遍的感覺

死去的那瞬間 面對著所有的回憶

在醒來的那瞬間 像是重生

回憶的當下 是痛苦 就像臨死前的掙扎

張開眼的那瞬間 像是遺忘了一切

用力的深呼吸 努力讓脈搏再次跳動

就像回憶過後 努力讓自己遺忘 然後再從新來過



現在的我 在回憶 所以心很痛

回憶過後 我將遺忘 所以正面臨死亡

遺忘之後 或許 我會重生

那將會是另一個新的我

而一切 終將重新來過




Guilt, its like a bag of fucking bricks.

All u get to do is set it down.