sometimes a liitle bit confusion in mind,
about future, emotions and lover, or myself.

how to make all things in balence is a tough task.

somehow i want to be a useful person,
but not to be a catspaw.

and i know that people they have their plans,
for the future, emtions and lover, or themselves.

but if one day, suddenly you found out that
you could be a passerby of their life-
before that you thought you’re important to them,
how do you discribe everything?

maybe a little bit shame, hum?






and i’m just so hard to deal with it.