OMG! 矛盾了已一星期多的考慮…
最終我今天想通了…
我不逃避、不糾纏、不煩惱了，我面對我自己、面對問題所在。
了解，我了解了﹗
natalise 的how說穿了我跟他的關係和狀態﹗

erase and that is the way to fall out of love!
Don’t think too much. I have been thinking more than enough of the probability of Love between us.
No need to feel pity for this impossible love and Mr. Wrong.

That’s enough!!!
Stupid bitches,don’t treat me like a Kid, I am Adult NOW! Don’t think that i am 16-yrs-old-dullhead. Damn!

What i urgently need to do is WAKE UP, no more blind idea.
Cheer up, girl!


Natalise--How

You werent supposed to mean that much to me
I wasnt supposed to fall in love
You werent supposed to seem like you loved me
I wasnt supposed to lose control

And how do say you changed my mind?
I love you so.
How do you make someone love you,
Someone love you, if they dont?

You werent supposed to make me wanna love you.
I wasnt supposed to give you my heart.
You werent supposed to break the rules of friendship.
I wasnt supposed to play that part.

Maybe I saw more than I should have
And maybe you saw more then you would have
But it remains that its you I need
Im so deep, Im so deep, I cant be saved.