How you value your happiness??

How much money you have or how much laugh you have??

I always know I am not that kind of girl can be so positive and optimistic.

I always know I need to mask real me in front of people I should face everyday.

Who teach me that?? and Why they teach me this kind of thing??

I don't really know.

I agree the Prophet stated that "Job is the love you can obviously see and touch!"

So, I work so hard, set difficult goal, and force myself in busy life.

Because other type of loves for me was always miserable experience.

Instead job and work is the subject i can set goal and reach it by myself without others intervention.

I know it is just escaping behavior.

But, Please, I really only have this small place less.

Could you just don't bother me in this tiny space I merely can breathe ??