現在開始覺得自己應該是愛你的！
記憶中應該是再訂婚後的某日在車裡，已經忘記為何會ㄧ起開車出去，
你問我(那完整的問句我也不太記得)意思大約是：你愛我嗎？
你答應結婚是因為家裡還是因為愛我?
想必你看出了我當時的茫然，說真的結婚從來不是我人生的規劃與期待，
也許期待因為愛而結婚，但是不認為自己真的會如此的幸運！
我只是稍稍遲疑淡淡的回了"嗯"！
當時我真的無法說服自己同意《是因為愛你才結婚的！》
但我想，說出實話對你是個殘酷的傷害吧？！
到現在，我仍然認為：如果對象不是你，我決不願意受到婚姻的限制！


Did You Ever ? 每次聽到Russell Watson唱這首歌，我總想到我們之間！
而這首歌，我每天聽，無論何時何地有多忙，只要ㄧ聽到，我總會停頓下來，
陷入一種淡淡的感懷的思緒漩渦中！
Did You Ever ? --- Russell Watson
All of my life I've been trying to say to you
The words in my head that are tearing my heart in two
To tell you I love you, seems so hard to do
Did you ever think, that my love would fail you?
Did you ever know, just how much I needed you?
Did you ever see, how my life could bare you?
Did you ever know just how much I needed you?
With you in my life I'm hoping you'll find that time

In space in your soul that crosses your path with mine
And believe it's forever like we used to do
Did you ever think, that my love would fail you?
Did you ever know, just how much I needed you?
Did you ever see, how my life could bare you?
Did you ever know just how much I needed you?

I'd do anything for you
Let me reassure you
Some things are meant to be

你懂我嗎？我不能確定！
有時那麼貼近，有時隔著海洋相望，我們是不同世界的人！