I hate your work and your stupid time table
I hate time without you and having to miss you

I just wanna play with you
I hate being sensible, sensitive and considerate
I hate feeling crap and depressed all the time
I hate feeling I have no life at all other than you
I hate being weak and clingy to you
I dun wanna be a burden but I just cant help it

I utterly hate busy mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays and thursdays; I am fed up with lonely fridays and early sundays. I would cry so much. You would try to cheer me up which makes me feel worse cos I hate to be depressed around you, I dun want you to see me frowning all the time. I wanna make you happy, but I just keep feeling upset and all that shitty stuff.

I hate to see you all worn out from your lectures and assignments and you could barely afford late nights, hence no pillow talks and cuddling and necking or whatsoever in weeknights which I wanted so much, I even hate to see you try to do it in that exhausted state. I want you to sleep but then I dun want you to ... I feel so empty as if you are not there at all.

I cant even squeeze half an hour out of you now ever since 2nd term started. I hate being such an extreme person that I could only choose between having every single bit of you or none at all, and I can accept no middle ground and compromise.