seeing it and hearing it again just makes me realize

how happy I was

u know , I want to be that happy again!!

I do , so I'm just gonna grow the hell up and

focus on the good things in my life .

it was kind of the only thing that would calm me down ...

one guy's either gonna stand on one's own two feet

or one's gonna fall

but someone has to do it on one's own ...

that's the scary truth ...

the important thing is

not to be bitter over life's disappointments .

Learn to let go of the past .

and recognize that every day won't be sunny .

and when u find youself lost in the darkness of despair ...

remember that it's only in the black of night that you can

see the stars ,

and those stars will lead you back home

so don't be afraid to make mistakes , to  stumble and fall

because most of the time , the greatest rewards come from

doing the things that most scare you the most ...