今天已经不下10个人问我,5.24是什么日子呢?甚至还有人跟我道生日快乐!?

噢,这是个生日.不过不是我的.我的生日在腊八.

5.24,春刚去夏为至,稍泛风骚.除了妈妈,还有谁能在我生命里独领风骚呢?

妈妈,生日快乐.在我的心里,青春永驻.


近来仿佛都不太好.

今天一回到家,疲惫得只得挣扎着要洗澡睡觉.打开水伐,水从水管流进热水器,升温,再从花洒喷出,顺着我的发丝,脸庞,一路下滑.从那么娇嫩无暇的脸,一下就滑到饱经蚊战的脚裸,簌簌又要向这下水道去.我想要知道,这看似透明洁净的水,终究带走了我身上多少的肮脏?

可是这无从知晓.或许我本不脏.


第一份清单,最近让我不快乐的事情:

1.天天拉肚子,心脏点老毛病又犯了.被毒蚊子咬得到处气泡.

2.被班里的小心眼人算计,违纪名册里空生了好些名字.

3.衣服不干,臭的憋.

4.膝盖和胳膊都撞瘀了,轻轻碰一下就痛得救命.更别说背书包了...

5.立体几何学得一塌糊涂,濒临不及格.

6.被逼要看<围城>,抄名师答案,抄基本点.

7.熬了中午写的论文,结果连课件都没用上就报告散会了.

8.也不见波波姐的脚有什么起色.

9.被人说串了.


第二份清单,快乐的事情:

1.星期三爸爸请我吃饭.

2.上自习课的时候,和女友把啊钊和疯子玩遍了.

3.今天够过瘾了,没有扎头发,没有穿校服,没有穿回力.熊妈妈追不到我.

4.看完了<妈妈走了><谁的大学>

5.那天英语黑板即堂作文打了个12分.语文作文给老师拿去复印了.

6.only human练出来了.我的大提琴也修好了.可以去取了.

7.妈妈生日.

8.看到了姐姐的留言.

9.和猪一起回的家.认识了一个叫zizi的师兄,挺好玩的.

10.放假的时候可以和skiing回学校看老师.


然后这个月快完蛋了.

想念姐姐.


gotta go my own way

i gotta say what’s in my mind
something about us
doesn’t seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
whenever we try,somehow the plan
is always rearranged
it’s so hard to say
but i’ve gotta do what’s best for me
you’ll be ok..
i’ve got to move on and be who i am
i just don’t belong here
i hope you understand
we might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
i gotta go my own away
don’t wanna leave it all behind
but i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime
another colour turns to grey
and it’s just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
i’m leaving today
’cause i’ve gotta do what’s best for me
you’ll be ok..
i’ve got to move on and be who i am
i just don’t belong here
i hope you understand
we might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
i gotta go my own away
what about us?
what about everything we’ve been through?
what about trust?
you know i never wanted to hurt you
and what about me?
what am i supposed to do?
i gotta leave but i’ll miss you(i’ll miss you)
so...
i’ve got to move on and be who i am(why do you have to go?)
i just don’t belong here
i hope you understand(i’m trying to understand)
we might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now(i want you to stay)
i wanna go my own way
i’ve got to move on and be who i am(what about us?)
i just don’t belong here
i hope you understand(i’m trying to understand)
we might find our place in this world someday(world someday)
but at least for now
i gotta go my own away
i gotta go my own away
i gotta go my own away