The weather is so cold....
My mind is also really so cold....
Really tired of busy but no ambition job....
Really exhausted at meaningless argument....
Really hate myself to be silence....
Really want to get rid of this boring life....
Really dislike.....myself

I want to back to the original....
I want to think positively....
I want to perform better at job....
I want to be a wonderful lover....
the most important is
I want to act as Jose, the one who really enjoy the life....


Can I? Perhaps...........................