推荐下，
这段时间沉沦在荷里活电影《Dream girls 梦幻女郎》中，华丽歌舞的背后是一格简单又深刻的故事.说来奇怪，我就是喜欢这类在华语电影里并不受众的百老汇Broadway歌舞剧.没什么特别原因，仅仅是觉得唱得比说得好听而已.

好像每个人都有那么个预赋新词强说愁的阶段，总是装忧郁，随时都会从嘴中说出「人生是黑白的」之类的感慨.想起来都觉得好笑，明明还是个脸上长有痘痘的小孩子哪来这种看尽人生百态的口吻.很不巧的，大家认识的我就是那么个超会装悲情的男版黛玉.

虽然几个月来，的确遇到了很多不顺，可不管别人愿意与否就任凭自己狂倒苦水的我还真是自私，又很不巧的，身边都是些专门帮人解忧排愁的知心姐姐.有点过意不去的说，so sorry to ruin your happy hour. 还有下次的话，大家可以直接吼「死开」，我不会生气的，真的.

有时候，会有种冲动，想为身边的人做点什么，想成为他们雨天的太阳，想撑起她们的笑容，但之前我必须有点改变.

逐梦的路上难免有荆棘，但坚信至今所遇到的一切，不管是幸运，还是不幸，都是为了成就未来的自己.受伤了，流泪了，就由自己的嘴巴话自己一声「要争气」，以后即使是灰灰的天都要撑起.

谢谢有些人愿意相信我，相信我日后会成大器.

I am changing
Jennifer Hudson

Look at me
Look at me
I am changing, tryin’ every way I can
I am changing, I’ll be better than I am
I’m trying-to find a way to understand
But I need you, I need you I need a hand

I am changing, seeing everything so clear now
I am changng, I’m gonna start right now, right here
I’m hoping to work it out, and I know that I can
But I need you, I need a hand

All my life I’ve been a fool
Who said I could do it all alone
How many good friends have I already lost
How many dark nights have I known

Walking down that wrong road, there was nothing I could find
All those years of darkness can make a person blind
But now I can see

I am changing, tryin every way I can
I am changing, I’ll be better than I am
But I need a friend to help me start all over again,
oh-that would be just fine
I know it’s fonna work out this time
’Cause this time I am-This time I am

I am changing, gonna get my life together now
I am changing, yes, I know how
I’m gonna start again, I’m leaving my past behind
I’ll change my life-I’ll make a vow
And nothing’s gonna stop me now...hey