I don't know what should I do besides waiting. So I decided to wait.

I am not waiting for someone to love me, nor to love someone else. I am not waiting for my degree to be done nor to finish my degree. I am not waiting to die nor to live again. But I believe that every piece of the mystery will finally comes together and give me the big picture someday, somehow. I saw a picture today, him and her, and I heard a melody today, him and her again. Then I see it...I SEE IT! And I heard it, I knew it, and I understand what's going on....


I gave myself a smile, a sweet, carefree but seductive smile. I got a paul frank tee, and I wondered: "Maybe I am still too hurry. I should wait. They'll see."