I learnt the word "darn" from my biology instructor. She put that word on the mid term today and from then on I beleive that this is a word that can be written...not simply a phonetic expression of twisted frustrated or uncontrolled mood.

And...
D A R N!

I am so sleepy,,,,I just feel extremely unfocused and I don't want to face those spectrums and analyse them anymore!

While the three battles...

I kill one off and I flee from one today whereas tomorrow another inevitable battle is coming up ...and I am not preparing for that......but I'll have to face it hard on my face...

How long can I hide from the one I fleed today too?

I just feel empty....heart and brain and body....but that's okay...I'll just go to sleep and hide....sorry....,,

Temper is with me.
Darn~~~~~!!!!!