I am like a bird in a cage these days.....

It is raining and the wind is huge. There are some little floods and people says it is the biggest storm in California for this recent 10 years. I dreamt of having a hurricane once, typhoon twice, and in reality it is just a storm.

This storm seems to clear up my mind though.

I think cleary over this past quarter. I know my sadness is not due to my studies. I had gone through even worse situation. I am never too upset because of my own weaknessess, except when I know that those weaknessess are not curable. Well, these are certainly something in my personality which can never be changed...except if there is a war, someone die, or something horrible happened and shocked me.

I always have to deal with people who doesn't have the same frequency as I do. So far, I met a few who are really my own mirror images, but nearly all the others are strangers to me. I always need to try to adapt to this world. I know everyone has to do this. I know this is not a reason for me to say anything. So, should I keep silent even I do not want to keep quiet?

The rains are making up their own symphonies.

They are asking me to listen to their production.

God, the conductor, is too creative.....

And who plays the cellos and obeos? Thank you for calming me down.