2005-10-17 03:27:11Jenny van Formosa

時間的河

親愛的 JH.

當你告知我你遇到年少時的愛慕者並且有進一步的聯絡時.我心中已有一種異樣的感覺.所以我進一步的詢問你的生活進況因而獲知你與他有著進一步的來往而此第三者亦是有家有兒的人. 心中禁不著的著急與替你擔心.

你訴說著他如何在你與伴侶的冷窗期,他所提供的體貼與溫暖. 更特別的是你無法拒絕這一份你曾渴望的感情. 你以為你已經忘了這一份甜美的夢而如今卻出現在你眼前. 有幾人可以視若無睹的過肩而去?

有於現存的這段婚姻並非你的最愛故而你義無反顧的飛蛾撲火去忠於你本能的忠實感受來享受這一場歡娛. 然而事發的同時你亦準備了其可能發生的後果.

網間流傳著” 聰明的女人不作他人的情人”
我在幾番猶豫後問了你. 你讀了此文章的感受?
你告知我你在辦公室看後落淚且為了避免再看第二次
你急性的將它删除
我聽了心中甚為疼痛

我心想時間是真的可以治癒我們的傷痛嗎?
時間的來來去去
歲月的消逝
記憶的穿遊
有時會提供了無法摸滅的傷痕

我希望這一首歌能給你一些力量
去面對現實
走出一條你自己的路


You’re Beautiful / James Blunt
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My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
’Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
’Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
’Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

J.

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