Man this is so full of shit! i can’t believe im feeling so shit!

I don’t know why i am so tired! i slept at 12ish last night and woke up around 6 30, thats alright! But i am soo tired!

I was so fucken pissed off at my house! i can’t beleive the yr 12’s were soooo bloody useless and unenergetic! wtf is wrong wiht them! this is their yr! i can’t believe they are letting me down like that!
If im getting all stressed and working hard towards every note and everything, why can’t they focus and put some effort in!??? Fucken waste my time, my effort and my energy!

I also can’t believe how shit my english is gettin! Wth B??? B+???? WTF!! Last yr i was an A+ student all yr, every year i have been like that! Last yr i was top 20!! WTF NOW IM AVERAGE!!! WATS WRONG WITH ME!!! Every essay i write it shit!!!! AND MY EXAM IN ON THURSDAY!!!!

THen there is my Concerto!! WHy are we practicing it soo early!! Im so under prerared!! i NEED MORE TIME!! i NEED MORE PRACTICE! i have to play in front of the orchestra this friday!!! WTF am i going to do!!! i have an English exam on thursday, a physics exam on thursday, a specialist maths exam next tuesday, a maths methods exam next monday, and i need to practice my flute for orchestra this friday!!! im GOING TO HUMILIATE MYSELF! IF I CANT PLAY IT PROPERLY!!!!

IM NOT COPING!!!! im already so tired and it is only tuesday!!! I went to melbourne uni yesterday and i have promised myself i MUST PASS TEH EXAM! so that i havn’t wasted all this time going there and buying the book and brining it home!!! IM NOT DOING IT FOR NO REASON! But that means i need to work hard at it, but i need the time and energy!!

This thursday, i need to do English exam, physics exam, take my stupid House singing, organise House diving, Still have cadets and then have uni physics after that! I Need to do Uni physics work!!!
AAGGHGHHHH!!!!!!

i just want to sleep right now!!! i must drink more coffee!!! must drink more tea!! wake me up!! still have a long night to go. But then again tomorrow mornign i have showband at 7 20 in the morning, so i can’t sleep too late or else tomrorow i wont be able to think properly.

Ai! all the stress and shit!!

can i make it??? can i make it?? CAN I MAKE IT????

YES I FUCKEN CAN!!!! THATS RIGHT! IM GONNA FUCKEN MAKE IT!!!

WITH JENNIE BY MY SIDE, NOTHING CAN STOP ME!! TAKE THEM ALL ON!!!

大猪！！！！