both days are lazy for me... so I did not have the energy to do my diary (what a pity >o<)...
Today I bad bad... I feel sorry to God :(...
But God is great, He forgives me and setup a great schedule for me :D.
For now, I hope I can be with the lord everyday as close as I can.

Wenyan is asking more love from me. always asking me to shout out loud "I love you" like that...
I think both of us changed... she likes to hear it more.. and I for some reason being shy to say it loud.
but I believe our relationship is improving :D. Hope we can grow under God's protection.

Dear Lord.
Thank you Lord for keep giving me chances to get close to you.
Thank you Lord for setting me a great schedule.
I am hunger for your love. Please let me love you more.
Please let me have more strength from you.
Berkeley is a place full of sin and people that do not truly believe in you.
I am in need for your strength.
Please let me and wenyan love each other more.
Amen