soon... i learned that everything is demanding...
At school, i find out every teacher wanted everyone to be expected to know everything...
At home, my parents told that they put the living responsiblity on me in the future, which, in other words, I am the only hope that support them.
At red cross, leader set goals for their officers and put responsiblity to them as a duty of trust..
At church, pastor wanted everyone to believe and put God in the first place...
At EAOP, teachers also want us to remember all the SAT words and finish the homeworks
In my thoughts, i also setup so many strict rules for myself... just to avoid miscellenous thoughts in my head..

I began to understand that everyone had setup their own standard ’list’ of goals that wanted their students/volunteers/officers/family/Christian to achieve

please... i am a human also ah...
I am just an ordinary kid la...
how can i fullfill the satisfications of everything ar...?

perhaps the only time i am really enjoying is to be with her ja...
Looking at the sky today again....

sometimes life has too many things to get hold of it la... easy to give up, but hard to fullfill...