after the blackout in the northeast, you finally rest in peace on 8/15. for i couldn't bear to have more tears, i didn't dare to attend your memorial service this morning. please forgive me for being too emotional. have known you for a year. than you had been ill for another year. was informed that the cigarette was the murderer. yet, your angel heart is now in heaven. so i look at the sky firmly and expect to hear your hilarious jokes again. but heard nothing. i was always amazed by your laughing at whatever or whoever(including me) troubled you. i was always hoping that you would come back to your cubicle soon. unfortunately, you didn't make it. assume your journey in mortal world is ended. also convincingly believe that all you leave us is only the happy memory that can not be erased. always believe, always. the little brat (was called by you) will always remember you, always.