Sometimes...
I tihnk a goal to be get...
I will get some honor...
That's right...
And it's true...
I get some honor and proud...
but when i get these...
I feel something wrong...
"I'm along"...
I have friends...
And they are my best firends...
But I just can't to say the voice in my deep heart...
Cause I can't t be weak for they know...
Maybe I just want to be a wonderful man...
A man always be strong...
So I close my a part of heart...
That part is so secret for me...
Even though I'm sorry for this best friends...
But I just can't to do these...
Perhaps I 'm waiting a man...
Wait her to open my  heart...
Even though she open once...
This man is a miss righttime?
I'm not sure...
Maybe she just a passing visitor in my life...
So...
I'm not stay here anymore...
I always believe a man in the future...
And she can find a little warm in my heart...
In that day..
This story will be a lucky and happy end...

I already write a map for future...
Just waiingt somebody walk with me...
The story is to be continue...