2004-06-05 18:55:52Integral
Rainbow
可能是我反應遲鈍,又或者是我本身就...直到今天~我才發現,我的CRE是Gay...而且有個多年的Boyfriend,兩人可能會get married~ (汗~~~) 很多人很早就發現了,可我真的是一點感覺都沒有! 就連晚上Farewell Party時,有個女孩說了出來,我還以為她在開玩笑!!! 然後,回到房間,翻開Memory Book,看到Luke(CRE)說他準備和Allan結婚,再在旁邊看到Luke和Allan的合照,我才很遲鈍的發覺了~~~ 問問朋友,他們都說:"不會吧?! 你現在才知道?!" 我暈了~~~ 看來我真的反應很遲鈍???
不過,這也不能完全怪我~~~ 因為我自己也說不清楚自己~(自己本省就有問題的那種) 看到Luke有時的動作有點怪,也覺得沒有甚麼,所以也不會多想... 然後,ILC裡還有一個,Jose,也是動作,說話都很女性化的,我也從來沒有往深處想過~ 因為可能對我來說,Gay,Lesbian,Bisexual and straight都是一樣的,沒有任何的分別~ 所以,就算看到了,也不會覺得有甚麼不妥~ 更不會去怎麼多想了~
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真的,在SC是甚麼事都有可能發生的~ 在我所住的ILC里,哈哈~ CRE是Gay,Jose是Gay,然後Nicky是Lesbian,and Gina is Bisexual~ 我怎麼跟我父母交代? 我也不會說~ 就當是我的秘密吧~ If I ever told them, they will be really piss off!!! 生活在SC,我也不知道自己會變成怎樣~ 還有兩年呢! 兩年,可以改變一個人很多,很多~~ 我會接受任何的我~ 因為"Sexuality is fluid, whether you are gay, straight or you are bisexual, you just go with the flow". And I will just go with the flow~
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P.S. Luke is a really really nice person. I hope I can have more time to know him more, however, he will leave the ILC, the SC this summer and back to Seattle~ so sad~~~ But I am sooooooo glad that he told me the ILC, and put me in here!!! I had a awesome year in the ILC!!! Thanks!!! and I will miss you!!! Take care~~~ and hope Luke and Allan can be together ever~~~ Wishes from my heart!!!
不過,這也不能完全怪我~~~ 因為我自己也說不清楚自己~(自己本省就有問題的那種) 看到Luke有時的動作有點怪,也覺得沒有甚麼,所以也不會多想... 然後,ILC裡還有一個,Jose,也是動作,說話都很女性化的,我也從來沒有往深處想過~ 因為可能對我來說,Gay,Lesbian,Bisexual and straight都是一樣的,沒有任何的分別~ 所以,就算看到了,也不會覺得有甚麼不妥~ 更不會去怎麼多想了~
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真的,在SC是甚麼事都有可能發生的~ 在我所住的ILC里,哈哈~ CRE是Gay,Jose是Gay,然後Nicky是Lesbian,and Gina is Bisexual~ 我怎麼跟我父母交代? 我也不會說~ 就當是我的秘密吧~ If I ever told them, they will be really piss off!!! 生活在SC,我也不知道自己會變成怎樣~ 還有兩年呢! 兩年,可以改變一個人很多,很多~~ 我會接受任何的我~ 因為"Sexuality is fluid, whether you are gay, straight or you are bisexual, you just go with the flow". And I will just go with the flow~
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P.S. Luke is a really really nice person. I hope I can have more time to know him more, however, he will leave the ILC, the SC this summer and back to Seattle~ so sad~~~ But I am sooooooo glad that he told me the ILC, and put me in here!!! I had a awesome year in the ILC!!! Thanks!!! and I will miss you!!! Take care~~~ and hope Luke and Allan can be together ever~~~ Wishes from my heart!!!