it’s now the 7th week of the fall semester, as i talk to all these people who are currently in their 5th year, i don’t seem to be able to recall any detail of last academic year... the year of 2006-2007...

somehow, it’s completely blank... i just remember crying and studying and being disappointed in myself and feeling dumb for the whole year.

apprently, it was a completely not pleasant memory at all so that my brain chose to not prioritize it as the most important memory of my life.

so, i suffer from memory loss... o_O

i wish i could choose which memories to be saved and which ones to be lost. however, humans don’t have that kind of power, or the world would be filled with happiness instead of hatred and wars...

the memories from this summer is somehow amplified to be a huge portion of my memory. the things i said, places i went, people i met, and most importantly, the emotions i had during that short period of time, the 3.5 months of my life, is now the memory that keeps me pumped and working hard.

so i’m glad for my memory loss. i forgot about the sad times and remember the good times with my new friends. i didn’t have to worry about how exactly do they think of me, because they’re so true to me.

as we go on, i’ll remember all of you, all the times i spent with you, and all the memories will be kept in the safest place in my heart.

love you all.