The wonder, is always there
The enormous sea of time flew pass me
Without giving me an answer

No matter how much Aristotle denied infinite
It was always there
Reminding me how small I am compare to the universe

I thought I could change the world
I thought I could make everything better
Believing that one can be influential

It would be more effective
When I get suck into black holes
People cannot stop radiation
They will mutate
Whether they are willing to or not
Then maybe
The creatures on this small planet in this seemed infinite universe
Will see each other as equal

But who am I in this universe
To hope to change this world I live in
When I can’t find my true identity
Can’t see the reason for my existence

There are universes within universes
There is no answer to the question
Which one of those infinite universes
Do I actually belong to

The time will keep on going
The search for the answer will not end
For it is true that I have no power
To even find an answer

I can only live the way this world expects every individual to live
So I will belong to the normalcy
Because compare to the universe
I’m just
A dust
Searching for the reason of its existence



*i wrote this not long ago... i haven’t find an actual reason yet... still searching...