Finally, my trip to Thailand was over.

Though I didn't really enjoy the 5 days journey very much, a bad feeling somehow generated when it's end. It's difficult to describe what kind of feeling is it, and not easy to explain why it happened. I am damn upset anyway...

It's really bad that I couldn't foresee what am I going to be. I have been exhausted in searching new jobs all the day, but at the same time, I am eager to look for one. I have been disappointed by having interviews again and again but never got any good news return. I hoped to get the "best" job , but what is the best? How can I know whether it is or not? I'm tired of waiting, but at the same time, I don't want to work at all... How could it be?

Life is full of uncertainties and everything is obsure...

I know I need to clear up my mind and rally to fight again for my future. But I just couldn't...

Damn depressed... Please cheer me up...