I thought if I leave that place, things will be better.

But I found that every time when I thought thing about that place, I will feel very upset, angry, and sad.

I hate the insults they gave me, and always pretend how good they are.

Especially the words that is very bad to me, I can not believe that these words can be speak by you.

It makes me very angry and almost mad.

Why I become like this? What happened to me?