2006-04-15 01:43:09小嘴

just want some confort

i just need some confort 

i bent between my knees today when taking bus home from Tainan

"what’s wrong with you?"MOM asked

"nothin’" "i just trying to sleep" i answered

after a long tough exam, i was hollowed.

the ingredient of mine was going away with every letter i put donw on the test sheet.

on the bus

i couldn’t stop thinking

about some guys i’ve been loved with

about my beloved families

about my lovely dogs

about my dear friends

I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL

FIRMLY

but some time i want to run away from you

it’s very strange that sometimes i really need to be alone although i am afraid of that kind of feeling and have tried to get rid of it whenever i can.

maybe your’s love is too heavy for me to keep

i don’t know

but i am sure that i’ve been in need of someone who can be around whenever i am in need.




i feel like crying.



when can i find this very person on whom i can depend?

any voulenteer?(ha, just jokking)

pondering, sometimes, is a torture for me.

and now, i just need some confort.

but

however... ...

it’s OK, no one has to worry about me 
i can deal with it. maybe.

just like what i used to be.